Drama!

I didn't think I had it in me. Honestly, I've had my fair share of overly dramatic reactions. Some of these moments where justified and some honestly weren't. How could an overly dramatic reaction ever be justified? Nevertheless, sometimes the dramatic is called for. I preface this entry with this long disclaimer because this morning, I did something so over the top, so dramatic that shocked me just a little.

I've been going through something and today was just the final straw. It was issue that I've been praying about, that I've been patient about and it was just literally the final straw. I was ready to give in and surrender. But there was another wall that I ran into. It was as if I'm running toward the finish line head held high and someone just dropped a big ol wall from the sky.

I tried to hold it in, I tried to keep my cool but it was as if all that pent up emotion from the past 2 months just spilled out. I ran to my room, literally dropped my head into the sheets and began to sob. Not the lady like sobs but those crazy 5 year old tantrum sobs. It literally was as if in that walk down the hall I de-aged 20 years. And then, like a tantrum, it was over. I regained my composure and all was well with the world.

Now that may not seem that dramatic but seriously I've never been one to be so stinking over the top. Luckily, it all worked out and I can breathe again.