Today I got an email where my teacher asked to meet with me. I had been asking her a lot of questions and I think to be fair it might have been a little annoying. Nevertheless, it is her job to answer them and I had every right. So why do I feel so nervous? In fact, she should apologize to me because she thought I had ADD.
But to the point at hand. I'm old enough to see that she probably just wants to answer my questions in person because emails can be read wrong.
And yet....
I feel like a kid who just got sent to the principals office. I know that this makes me incredibly childish and yet I can't help it.
I think blogging about this taps into that hope that I'm not alone when I share this to the www.
Ah... so much for a journey to a stronger more empowered woman... I cower when a person with authority asks to see me.
Maybe I'll out grow it. (pfhhheorhjosfhn hahahahahahaha) who'm I kidding? There'll always be a small wuss that lives in me.
It should be a sad realization but I watched the funniest episode of The Batman: brave and the Bold. If I can willingly tap into my inner child to appreciate campy cartoons, I should have known the little insecure girl might pop up every now and again.)
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